I decided to write thing posting because I wanted to be more open and personal with my readers. And open up apart of myself to my readers that I know some of you can relate to on a personal level of your own. And because it's something that I think about sometimes when I'm watching certain things on TV and I hear people talk about this certain topic because I have dealt with this certain situation in my life. So this is something that I can personally say that I understand and know what it's like. But I am different then most people when it comes to this situation and after you read this you'll know why. And I hope that just from reading this I can at least touch one person and make them see that hiding isn't the right thing to ever do.